Being Thankful

So, lately I have been freaking out... I've been trying to hide it, but really inside I have been being very pesimistic and complaining about Jon and I's current situation. This weekend I have, however, decided to take everyones advice and try my best to be happier about everything. Finding Joy in the Journey like President Monson counsled. I just want to take a minute and formally list my blessings, in honor of Thanksgiving coming.

Just thinking about this post has filled my heart with love. Even though my future is not 100% clear, I am still blessed and loved by many.

First I must be thankful for my Father in Heaven and my Savior. I have felt their love amidst my trials. I pray forgiveness for my shortcomings, and I realize that no matter what happens the Lord will take care of us. I need to work harder at having faith in His plan for me.

Next I am so thankful for my family and friends. my family is always the 'wind beneath my wings'. Jon and I are so loved and cared for. My awesome brother is a great example to me as he is serving his mission currently. His strength is giving me strength.

I must say, I have the best friends on the planet. My friends that have been with me since the early days of me life and those that have entered much later have all given me strength and love. I love and appreciate all of you for all that you do. I would be lost without your support. Just remembering all of you brings a smile to my face and a lump in my throat. I have had so many great times with all of you. the laughter and tears have ment the world to me. Thanks so much for everything.

I am so greateful to my husband for being the strong and steady one. I am, as everyone knows, much more emotional and crazy than my husband. He is always constant and I look to him for everything. Even with the world being so unknown and crazy, I know that I will always have his unwavering love and support.

I am grateful for this opportunity to grow and be humbled. The Lord works in mysterious ways, but I feel that I have truly been able to grow from this. I am aware that this time in my life is far from over, but I am grateful to be alive. I am here with people I love. I just thank everyone for everything. No matter what happens next in my life I hope I can remember just how lucky I am.